awkward

it is when you know that everybody thinks you are bad.
when you feel that everyone is angry at you.
when you realize that everybody looks at you like you're an evil stepsister of Cinderella.
when everyone is against you.
when all the people you know does not know you anymore.

JUST BECAUSE OF A SINGLE MISTAKE, YOU DIDN'T EVEN COMMITTED ALONE AND NOT REALLY A MISTAKE BUT A TERRIBLE MISUNDERSTANDING.

 It's funny how people can be so apathetic about you when the reality is you haven't done anything wrong, it's just that you are the known one who have the guts to do it. I just can't go with it's flow anymore. i'm not that bad, i just have the will to keep on voicing out even though you are bumping to an enormous wall!

plastik, nasa 30's.

Nakaka-asiwa ang pagmumukha ng mga taong nagkukunwaring tao, sa halip na magpakatotoo't isambulat sa buong mundo ang totoong siya. Wag magtago sa lilim ng ibang nilalang na alam ang tama at mali. Di ka mabubuhay ng matagal kung habangbuhay kang susunod, magpapa-uto, magmamaramot at makikibagay lang lagi, kahit na ang totoo'y umaapoy ka na sa loob, umaalab ang damdamin mo para ilabas ang totoong ik

aw, ang mga pighati ng kabataan mong tila inagaw ng mundong pinasok mo. Wag kang mag-alala, di ko ipagsasabi na tuta ka ng isang mapaglarong pugitang ang alam lang gawin ay magyabang at magmalinis kapag nadurungisan na, binabaliktad ang mga bagay kapag nasa alanganin na at pilit ididiin ang nasa katwiran para umangat o magmukhang api.

I don't want to wake up at my 50's and realize the harsh reality that I've wasted almost half of my life working and giving a damn about what i don't want to do with my life just because of an unfair truth, where the 14 year old me is forced to decide on what am i supposed to do with my life through that rough choice of selecting a course in college.