dear male version,
i've known you for about 5 months and 17 days and 13 hours.
i learned to love you like the way i love myself... or more than i love myself.
i hated you for quite a long time, intimidated is the right word for that.
you seem so strong and confident like some kind of a statue in the middle of a town, a talking statue in that matter.
this letter might bore you cause you already know what my limbic system feels for you. and when i say feels... it means plural, a mixture of emotions that makes my heart skip a beat every time i think of you.
i'm afraid.
so afraid to tell you that you are my life and you are the only one i want to spend the rest of my time with, i know im still young and some people may think this is bogus and that im so impulsive to think that we will be together forever, but you know... when you already feel it, there is no turning back. i'm jailed to the fact that i love you, to the fact that you will be the only guy that i will let in to my life.
you have high standards that i never thought i would meet, and... im happy cause you are mine today, tomorrow and i wish for forever.
shit this is so cheesy.
this is so not me.
it's funny to think that i am writing this,cause i don't write things like this. hehehe
hmmm. for the past months that i've known you, you became the biggest most treasured person to me.
like what you always say... i love you so much guy version.
this letter is like my love letter to myself.
and yeah... shit happens.