Sunday, 11 November 2012
LESS THAN 10 HOURS
It's Sunday and of course tomorrow is Monday meaning school days are here again, after almost 3 weeks of pure relaxation (really?) this is the time where we, the students have to pick up our minds once again, put it in our bags and get going.
Am I too lazy to say that I still don't wanna go to school yet? it's just that, school became a boring and stressful place since i got into this big mess which I won't elaborate further. I still can remember the high school me, excited to go to school every day, joyful as i can be because i seriously enjoy studying and mingling with the people at my old school but now, being a college students brings me a lot more awful experience than having my first period.
In less than 10 hours from now, i'll be going back to that not so beautiful place which i belong to now, I have no choice, and i don't have anything to do to stop time and enjoy this sembreak longer. I just hope that this semester will be good and much more exciting than the other, but i think.. it's not going to happen simply because of small reasons, small reasons that might kick me out, kill me subconsciously and bury me alive.
But how am i suppose to bring back the fire and my urge to study if even the place to learn became a living hell (sorry for the comparison, but for me well, it's kinda that way...).
Now I've finally realized the importance of choosing a better course and a better school that suites your personality.
I can't stop time now, so... see you soon dearest school that has been making me tougher, bolder, and lazier since 2011.
Am I too lazy to say that I still don't wanna go to school yet? it's just that, school became a boring and stressful place since i got into this big mess which I won't elaborate further. I still can remember the high school me, excited to go to school every day, joyful as i can be because i seriously enjoy studying and mingling with the people at my old school but now, being a college students brings me a lot more awful experience than having my first period.
In less than 10 hours from now, i'll be going back to that not so beautiful place which i belong to now, I have no choice, and i don't have anything to do to stop time and enjoy this sembreak longer. I just hope that this semester will be good and much more exciting than the other, but i think.. it's not going to happen simply because of small reasons, small reasons that might kick me out, kill me subconsciously and bury me alive.
But how am i suppose to bring back the fire and my urge to study if even the place to learn became a living hell (sorry for the comparison, but for me well, it's kinda that way...).
Now I've finally realized the importance of choosing a better course and a better school that suites your personality.
I can't stop time now, so... see you soon dearest school that has been making me tougher, bolder, and lazier since 2011.
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