go

Every time i feel so damn good, something gets inside my head and tells me that it's not going to take long.
So i tend to push people away, those that will stay are the ones i will keep, so please... stay. Don't go.

cause this fucked up world is too much to handle...

deactivating

is it even possible to deactivate or kill your hypothalamus?
cause if it was, i would have possible killed it 5 months ago, because i don't wanna feel something as mainstream as love, and hurt.